Hey all, i've been gone forever because of college.
Anyway. Been stressed with finals lately. Don't know who else to turn to except my brothers here at DTT.
My life dream is to produce my own motorcycles. To have a company of my own that can put up a battle against the great bikes the major companies (Ducati, Honda, Suzuki etc) put out today.
So, I went to school to study to be a mechanical engineer.
And I got my ass kicked this semester. I've always been intelligent; hell, did better then most of my school on the SAT's and in the classes i actually cared about....
But now all of a sudden I feel like i'm failing everything. I already failed chemistry, as I simply couldn't grasp the concepts. My programming class (matlab) went so so. I think I passed the course, albeit with a shitty grade.
So only two classes left I have finals for. Calculus tomorrow. Physics tuesday. Physics, should go well enough.
But calculus... I just dont understand anything it seems. All material i've covered a million times, but i feel like I'll fail. not that im a nervous person, believe me im not.
So, disregarding all that, I need encouragement. My big dream is to drop out and open shop with the money i feel like im wasting here. If i fail, I'm going to do everything in my power to get my parents permission to do just that.
So why would I want to stay in school? Why would i want to go to my next semester (most likely on academic probation) and work my ass off for four years just to have a piece of paper that says im an engineer, yet does nothing in the ways of allowing me to have the company of my dreams?
Sorry this is messy and nearly incomprehensible, really it is written in haste. Just help me out boys, I'm feelin depressed and beat, and more or less at rock bottom. My phone was recently lost on top of it all, just to add to the hopeless feeling. My rents don't share my outlook and love for machinery like many of you do... so someone gimme some help.
Anyway. Been stressed with finals lately. Don't know who else to turn to except my brothers here at DTT.
My life dream is to produce my own motorcycles. To have a company of my own that can put up a battle against the great bikes the major companies (Ducati, Honda, Suzuki etc) put out today.
So, I went to school to study to be a mechanical engineer.
And I got my ass kicked this semester. I've always been intelligent; hell, did better then most of my school on the SAT's and in the classes i actually cared about....
But now all of a sudden I feel like i'm failing everything. I already failed chemistry, as I simply couldn't grasp the concepts. My programming class (matlab) went so so. I think I passed the course, albeit with a shitty grade.
So only two classes left I have finals for. Calculus tomorrow. Physics tuesday. Physics, should go well enough.
But calculus... I just dont understand anything it seems. All material i've covered a million times, but i feel like I'll fail. not that im a nervous person, believe me im not.
So, disregarding all that, I need encouragement. My big dream is to drop out and open shop with the money i feel like im wasting here. If i fail, I'm going to do everything in my power to get my parents permission to do just that.
So why would I want to stay in school? Why would i want to go to my next semester (most likely on academic probation) and work my ass off for four years just to have a piece of paper that says im an engineer, yet does nothing in the ways of allowing me to have the company of my dreams?
Sorry this is messy and nearly incomprehensible, really it is written in haste. Just help me out boys, I'm feelin depressed and beat, and more or less at rock bottom. My phone was recently lost on top of it all, just to add to the hopeless feeling. My rents don't share my outlook and love for machinery like many of you do... so someone gimme some help.